A. I tried to get to go back to taking classes this next semester that's supposed to start on Thursday technically (would have been Monday for me, attempted to take a 7am and an 8am class), but unfortunately I didn't get my registration in on time. So I have to wait another semester at least to take any sort of class again.
B. The rumors are true. I did break up with Daniel recently. We had many differences and they weren't apparent to both of us until only last month. We had different views of the world; different goals; and in general just headed in complete opposite directions.
I was surprised actually, I thought getting my heart broken again wouldn't hurt me. But it did. I didn't cry of sadness, just of frustration and anger based on previous emotions and thoughts.
Anyways,
C. I've found a very loving young man whose a really good friend actually. Jefafa, as I like to call him. Yes, I am crazy and yes, I am crazy about him. Tall, dark, and yes handsome (even if he thinks otherwise =P). Around him, I laugh; I can't help but to always smile, and I feel no care or worry in the world. I can eat normally again and keep it down. I don't fear the world. I'm comfortable with who I am and how I behave. I don't feel judged at all. I don't feel the need to hurt myself to get rid of a conflicting pain. He's basically like a comfort blanket. He's wonderful.
I can tell now, a bunch of you are probably shaking your heads and saying/thinking something like, "Kelsey, you are young. Just have fun!" or "you're moving on too fast!" But as all of you should know me as me, I don't slow down in life.
D. I now have two tattoos. For those of you who didn't know about the first one, it is in the middle of my back between my shoulders. Its of Fleur de lis. It's not like solid, it's outline of it with light shading just along the inside of the lines. My second one is on my right side ribs. It's from the book, Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll. And pretty much describe me to the core.
So as a conclusion to this blog post. Everyone take the time to forgive. Forgive those who have hurt you, forgive those who have hurt your friends. And if you've done wrong, apologize, forgive yourself for doing wrong and move on.
"So take these words and sing out loud cause everyone's forgiven now. Because tonight's the night the world begins again." -The Goo Goo Dolls (Better Days)
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